Spiritual Labor: The Birth of Purpose

Hey Prayer Closet Warriors,

Welcome to March! Can you believe we're already wrapping up the first quarter of the year? As time flies by, I hope you're diligently pursuing your healing and spiritual growth in the Lord. Let's not take these precious days for granted.

I have a question for you all. Have you ever experienced the spiritual labor pains of birthing something under God's guidance? You know, when you obediently pursue His call and witness extraordinary things unfolding. Well, I felt a pressing to share about my spiritual birthing experience from last year.

After launching my business officially in November 2022, it wasn't long before The Lord had me to switch gears. Just a few months in, the Lord started speaking to me about hosting women’s workshops. These workshops aim to aid women in addressing unresolved traumas and finding healing through God. My goal is to create a nurturing environment where we unite under the guidance of the Holy Spirit, supporting each other, praying together, and holding one another accountable to fulfill our earthly purpose.

When God instructed me to pursue this path, a number of emotions surfaced. However, I had to overcome doubt and fear to obey Him. Recognizing that He never leads me to abandonment or failure. That's not the nature of our loving Father.

The first workshop I hosted took place on April 15, 2023, in person. A few weeks before the event, I started experiencing symptoms of pregnancy – nausea, fatigue, and even leg cramps. I was waking up in the mid of the night with Charlie horses. It was as if I was reliving my pregnancy with Jiraiya again. I kept going to Abba because in my mind I was like, “Wow, the enemy is attacking me hard right now,” but sometimes, prayer closet warriors,  some trials and struggles are orchestrated by God to refine and strengthen us. When I was going to Him, He assured me I was okay and to keep going. I also kept hearing him say, “You're pregnant and going to give birth.” I had NO idea what that meant because in the physical, I wasn’t pregnant!

Things took a strange turn when I began experiencing pressure in my pelvis and even found myself waddling.  I was concerned and convinced something else was happening so, I consulted my doctor. Despite explaining everything to her, she couldn't provide any clear answers.

Yes, I know you're probably thinking, but God already told you, so why go to the doctors? Truthfully, I was trying to rationalize what God had revealed to me. Abba saying I was pregnant but not showing it in the physical was really going over my head! LOL.

Three days before the workshop, the Lord instructed me to pray and

anoint my home. So I did.

As I was walking through my home with my worship music blasting,

covering every door and window, something happened. I was in JJ’s room worshiping and praying in the spirit. Suddenly, I felt an intense pressure in my pelvis. I crouched down, clutching my stomach. I didn’t stop praying, to be honest; I couldn’t at that point. I had lost all control, and the Holy Spirit was in control. I remember thinking to myself, “Abba, what is going on? What is this?” I heard him say, “Tash, I told you you were pregnant, this is a spiritual birth, now it's time to push. Tash, push!”

Following that experience, relief flooded over me. My body returned to its usual state, and on that Saturday, I hosted my workshop with confidence, and Abba was right there beside me.

Incredible, isn't it? You see, when the Lord repeatedly mentioned my spiritual pregnancy, I didn't anticipate feeling it physically. Yet, I did. It's a testament to the uniqueness of each person's journey. What I experienced may not mirror yours, but the essence remains: God works in mysterious and personal ways.

Every April seems to lead me into deeper waters, and a new beginning. In April 2022, I experienced a profound baptism in Virginia Beach, where God ignited my soul. In April 2023, I birthed my first workshop, symbolizing my first spiritual birth. And now, in April 2024, I'm gearing up to host my first women's retreat! Though I'm uncertain about what lies ahead, I'm confident that Abba has me in His hands. So, I'm boldly pushing past doubts, fears, and anxieties, forging ahead into the unknown.

Prayer Warriors, it's time to push and bring forth what God has placed within you. Whether it's writing a book, starting a business, leading a ministry, or any other calling—embrace it with courage and determination. PUSH!!

Matthew 11:12 says, “And from the days of John the Baptist until now, the Kingdom of Heaven suffers violence, and the violent take it by force.”

We're in the midst of a spiritual battle, and it's time to take our positions. Souls are waiting for our obedience. Rise up, Women and Men of God, and fulfill your purpose!

If you're a woman and are interested in joining the retreat next month, you can find more information on the events and retreats page. And for those who feel led to support this ministry, donations can be made via Cash App or PayPal.

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May this testimony encourage and uplift you!

With love and prayers,

Natasha "The Prayer Closet Mama ™️"